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ive just deleted a very long entry :( i hate that. i dont even know how i did it. i pushed a button and it was just gone. i will try to give some highlights. how very sad.
there is not really any drama in my life right now (how i got a very long entry im not sure). i havent seen kevin in a week so that huge source of drama is missing. i will see him today possibly. its the first time our work schedules will actually meld into an opportunity. he works as a manager at a racetrak (gas station). he wants to do something in sales (maybe, im a bad listener) and is trying to work that out. anyways i really want to go to the bar tonight. he never wants to go. so we shall see. i usually win, but i think he is already mad that we havent seen each other in so long. he really is the stereotype of a woman in a relationship. its all good though. i think we are both at a point where we are just using each other. im good with this because a girl gets a bit horny with no boys around. having him around is good. he is using me for, im not quite sure what. i guess i should find out.
laura met a boy at the bar a couple weeks ago. im really hoping that he comes with his friends. they were really really good times. very funny.
school is so incredibly boring right now. im testing for the state test right now. that means that all my kids get in trouble all day. they are forced to go to the cafeteria all day with the other kindergartners (over 60 total) and pre-k kids (another 20). they have activities for them, but they have to be quiet and there are only 2 adults in there. yesterday angryattheworld boy was very wound up. he did a cartwheel during nap and got sent out. i wanted to laugh but some of the other kids were trying to sleep and they dont need his distrations. i had already sent out bigbaby boy because he threw a chair when i seperated him from the group. both of them have serious anger problems. i worry about them in the future, when they act like this at 6.