when you get old, bdays suck
i just spent forever trying to add an entry. i was about to give up when it finally worked.
today is my birthday. i always get sad on my bday when i dont get to see all of my friends and family. i also feel a bit jipped. when i was little i used to count down to my bday, have all my friends over, get tons of presents, and have a party. now i just get to have a normal day with presents. i realize that i celebrated with everyone earlier, while at home, but it doesnt really help. im also having a pity party for myself because no one called me at all today. not even my mother! i did get an IM from erica saying happy bday... damn thats crazy. lauri just called as i was typing this. well that helps some. but my mother?!?
off to wallow in my sorrow.